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Friday, January 8th, 2010
11:54 pm
I just wanted a post a quick message, is this community still active?
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
11:43 am
In the World, But Not of It

I didn't put up a struggle and I fell head long into sin.  And when the opportunity came, I saw a way to move out of that world. 

But God held me there and said, "Stay."

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I believe that with your prayer,  God's hands will move on the Co-Ops.  That God will start something new here and change us from the inside out.  I need your help though. 

I'm asking for prayer pledges.

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Thank you.


James 1:5-8

 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.

x-posted everywhere


Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
12:47 pm
New Community-- Prayer For India!

Greetings one and all,

This community is being established for those who desire to pray for India, have a heart for India, who are Indian (living anywhere), are missionaries in India, or just want to check out what God is doing in that large region. The purpose of this community will be cultural exchange between regions of India (anything from Divali to Desi food recipes to religious/cultural study to Bollywood), understanding, keeping up with news and needs of India, and correspondences between all affiliated with India in some way.

I look forwards to seeing what God will accomplish as we all gather together with one purpose.
--- all welcome to join ---

++will be cross-posted++
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
3:49 am
A big Howdy
Looks like i'm the first to post here in quite som etime. Hope theres still a few of you around. I was recently turned on to LiveJournal and this seems a good place to meet some good people. I'm going to make a community also in case this one is dead so feel free to check it out if you are interested. It'll be listed in my LJ once I get it up and running. Hope to get a chance to talk with some of you soon!

Current Mood: complacent
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
6:24 pm
My first entry here.I joined as soon as I read something not-so pleasant.Maybe here for support.Lately it feels as though I`m spinning and spinning in a direction I cannot control.Maybe I`m stupid,i dunno.I`m reall pissed at this guy.He feels what I feel.It was a sure thing,and he just left me hanging.Even though everyone knew.He`s a poem dedicated to him:
I`ll keep You in my little box of memories from many times away,i thought you were a shooting star,but then you went away...leaving me with memories I think of night and day...every night I open my box and your the first I gaze...I thought you were my shooting star so why`d you fade away?
-Allison Martinez
I hope u like and that you don`t think its gay.Its kinda how I feel.I know myself as a poet.Maybe not a good one,but I do consider myself one.I guess that`s why I joined live journal.To share.And I am a christian.I good one.I go to church,I did my communion,and my confirmation.And its kinda sad that only 10% of the women of America make it to marriage virgins.That sickening.Call me prude,but that`s not cool.
Too many "sluts" in this country.My cousin who is from another country (I`m hispanic)told me that American girls are easy.That`s really sad.Got nothing else to say.A hurricane is coming my way.
gOD bless and good luck.
Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
2:41 pm
Ok... I have a 'friend' who raped me. I'm having a moral dilemma. The Christian thing to do is forgive sins yes? I'm doing my best to do that but I'm scared he'll hurt other people. I told him I would report him if he went NEAR another girl and he's had a hissy fit and said he will kill himself before he sees me in court. He's guilt tripped me and said (as he's a missionary etc) that I will ruin his life and he won't be able to work for the church, with children or in care work and won't be able to save people anymore so he'll jump in front of a train. He's sending me bible passages about forgiveness and about "not sending your brother to court". But I find bible passages about taking your punishment from the Lord (I can't find exact quotes now)/.

My head is a mess. Do I report him? Do I just forgive him?? What IS the Christian thing to do? I've been praying and praying and it's all such a mess. I'm scared to breathe, I'm scared to move... I'm having flashbacks.. but how can I destroy his life? I still love him as a child of God... Excuse my language but what the fuck do you do in this situation??

Also he thinks if he kills himself he'll go to heaven... I was lead to believe suicide victims lived in limbo and he is a rapist... surely rapists don't go to heaven?

I'm so confused.

This is cross posted everywhere.. I need help and I need it now. Please pray for me... and him :S

Current Mood: depressed
Thursday, June 24th, 2004
4:30 pm
Attention all UK midlanders around the Birmingham area
Right this is cross posted like mad but I want to get as much coverage as possible :D

Attention all UK midlanders around the Birmingham area

A friend and I are organising a trip to Birmingham city centre for about 3 Saturdays in a row.

The other week we were met by some very arrogant, narrowminded street preachers who told us we "weren't too cool for hell" and generally treated us like nothing for being "wierd" We suggested that their methods of evangelism were generally just scaring and intimidating people but they really weren't listening. We've decided to combat this by getting a group of Christians, goth, alternative or just generally openminded, together and taking part in some worship. We want to open their eyes.

Let me know if you're interested in taking part. Bring any instruments you have or just your voice and your heart. Don't dress down... be who you are.

More info to come...

Current Mood: hopeful
Saturday, April 19th, 2003
12:56 pm
my name is Tanner and I have been a lurker for a while now. I am a christian and I am looking for oher believers to fellowship with in the LA/orange county area. Please feel free to friend me as I really need more christian friends.
God Bless
Friday, January 9th, 2004
10:59 am
Prayer Request for Tonight at 9pm

I am a member of the seekinghisface community and tonight is the big election night for a new head leader. God has given us a very dynamic leadership staff and an annointed ministry. Day to day we face spiritual attacks on all sides, but that does not throw off the plans of God. Hallelujah!

This is to be the first night that almost all the leadership have met together. Tonight at 9pm we seek more than God's chosen for leadership, we seek the Spirit's pouring upon our ministry. We seek a unified one accord Body of Leaders. We seek God's will.

I am praying for God to act upon our ministry like He did in Acts 2.

The Fellowship of the Believers

42They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. 43Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. 44All the believers were together and had everything in common. 45Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. 46Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, 47praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.

We need prayer for spiritual protection by the Blood of Jesus, the Spirit's annointing power, and for discernment. Anything God places on your heart to pray for, please do. You will be serving more than just our leadership Body and the Lord. You'll be serving the entire Body of Seeking His Face Ministries and everyone they interact with.

If you are led, fast on our behalf.

God Bless you and may you seek his face daily.

Love in Christ,
Sunday, October 19th, 2003
6:05 pm

I have created this community primarily for those who wish to seek God with all their heart, mind, and soul together in one accord. The exact aim of this community varies with the vast array of unique children of God that will be brought here. Prayer requests shared. Godly insight passed. A poem of exhortation lifted up-- devoid of pride and selfishness.

We come here to jointly commit to giving God our all and decide to strive to do so together by whatever means He calls us to.

Thinking outside the box of the temporal led by the direction of He who knows the eternal.
Saturday, July 20th, 2002
6:39 pm
cross-posting this in several places. prayer is very VERY appreciated!
what a day. my boyfriend's stepfather is now in jail because he tried to strangle him and his mom. i happened to be on my way over there, and i drove by to see a bunch of police cars and the man being led away in handcuffs! if i hadn't had to feed the kittens before i left, i might have even been there when it happened! oh, Lord... in all honesty if i had, they probably would have had to cuff me too cause i would have flown at darren for even thinking of doing that to devyn and lisa. sweet Jesus, please help us...
Tuesday, July 9th, 2002
1:55 pm
heh...doesn't look like anybody posts here anymore...but hey, I've joined anyway...

Current Mood: amused
Friday, February 8th, 2002
11:47 pm
hey! i'm new here and just wanted to say hi! I'll tell you a little about myself. I am defintly a Christian and i'm a goth. I'm 14 and i go to a Christian Prep School that i absolutley hate! The dress code gives you no freedom in your creativity.....urrrr. Anywho... i have 2 doggies that i lvoe to death. IN the past 2 months i kinda drifted away from God, but i'm back now. And kinda in full storm for Christianity, but in a way thats bad.... like i've been trying to witness to some people but i've gotten so carried away that they tottaly blew me off for being too "pushy". Anyway, thats about it, i'm a pretty open person so you can ask me anything, and i'd love to be your friend! okay, well.... thats it.....

Current Mood: sick
Saturday, September 29th, 2001
3:40 pm
just stopped by to say Hello.
I am not goth,but I like the music...

Current Mood: content
Thursday, August 16th, 2001
12:11 pm
Package in the mail!!!!
Last night when my friend and I left, I was just anticipating going home, spending time with my husband, and visiting with my friend. When I got home, I found there had been a notice stuck in my mail box telling me I'd had a package waiting for me at the post office, since no one was there to hand deliver it to.

To bring you up to speed on some things, I lost my son, Wolfgang, to S.I.D.S. 5 years ago, and my daughter, Brittanney, to anencephaly almost 3 years ago. For the longest time, I didn't really allow myself to open up enough to read any of the books they had about grieving for a child who's died. This summer, I made a sub-conscious decision to do just that. I was at the library one day and found quite by accident a book called _Children_of_The_Dome_ by Rosemary Smith. I read that book cover-to-cover. It only took a few hours, as I couldn't put it down. :-) One night, I had done some serious hard-core thinking and decided to track this woman down, via phone. I called information several times, trying to find this woman's phone #. I felt I had to talk to her. I finally got the # right (after calling a lot of people here and there and finally realizing, wait a minute, maybe it's under this name over here....), and left a message, as she was out of town. Her house-keeper said she (the author) had a web-site, too. She gave me the URL, and whenever I finally remembered to look it up, I signed her guestbook after I got the opportunity to see what she'd set up. I'd also contacted a woman that was in the book about a newsletter that was mentioned in the book, and we've struck up a correspondence over e-mail. :-)

I am so tickled about this! I just had to share!

Current Mood: peaceful
Wednesday, August 15th, 2001
5:52 pm
wisdom teeth and sriracha sauce!
I am in pain. Ouch. My wisdom teeth are bothering me, and it's giving me a vengeful headache.

I did, however, go out with my husband last night for dinner. I left here at around 6.30 and walked up to high street, caught the bus, got there at 7 something, and waited for him. He got there about 20 minutes or so after I did. We had a great time. After dinner, we walked over to Lotte, so I could buy some Sriracha sauce. It's very spicy, and it's from Vietnam. I am sooo geeked about this. All the way home I was like, "I'm so happy! I've got my sriracha sauce!" heheheh I am such a dork, aren't I? LOL

Another good surprise, when I got here, I checked my e-mail, and there was some pictures of my daughter that I'd wanted scanned. My friend that was going to scan them for me, she's not been able to find the time, because she's so busy with her family, but luckily, she was able to at least scan the ones she sent me, and now they're on my daughter's site. I am sooo excited. I sent copies to my younger brother and my mom, and hopefully she won't bitch too much. She should just be thankful I even sent her what I did. As if you couldn't tell, my mother is very pushy and controlling. I don't get along with her too well. She's like a very bitter medicine. Bad to the taste but good in small doses. I really don't like saying it like that, but that's how I feel about my (*voice dripping in sarcasm and disgust*) dear mother.

Tonight we've got a friend of ours coming over, a co-worker of mine, he's really kewl. :-)

Well, gonna go for now, gotta deal with some crap going on. More to come later.

Current Mood: drained
Friday, August 10th, 2001
6:39 pm
nothing wrong with being a freak. I rather enjoy it. On a totally unrelated side note, I just had a very bad first day back to school...

Current Mood: aggravated
Saturday, August 4th, 2001
9:01 pm
it's been a while since i joined this happy little community. i wasn't a goth then and i still don't really consider myself one. i can relate to telegramsam, i'm somewhere in between. but i do feel myself slipping closer to the freaks' side with each passing day. but i praise God that i'm not conformed to this world's definition of normal. well i really don't have too terribly much to say right now but it is good to see some actual posts coming up on this place again. hi everyone *waves*

Current Mood: blah
Friday, August 3rd, 2001
2:36 pm
well, in my last post to this community, i said i'd post again in the next year or so, so that's exactly what i'm doing. many things have changed since i last posted...i don't have the energy to type them all. i consider myself closer to prep than goth but i'm definitely christian. the other day someone said they thought i was sort of in the middle of being "goth" and "preppy" which surprised me. well i can't think of anything else to write so this is all.

Current Mood: tired
Wednesday, August 1st, 2001
10:49 pm
I don't think I'm really that Goth, but I'm sort of bent in that direction. And several other directions as well. I like some of the music, at any rate. Don't really care much for the "scene" or the really hot, uncomfortable dresses and leather and vinyl and such, though....

Is it possible to be standing half in the light and half in the dark?

I sometimes feel like I'm walking around the border, and maybe that's why most people are so put off by me.

The "normal" people think I'm some sort of devil-worshipping drug addicted freak, the "freaks" think I'm a "stupid goody-goody little christian girl" (or so says a certain wannabe punk kid)

go figure...

Current Mood: contemplative
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